nothing lasts.

yeah okay. its impossible to not get your heart broken at least once in your life.

unless you guard yourself too much that nothing ever starts in the first place

but what if you put yourself in too deep.
and nothing starts.

what then?

because technically the other person did nothing.

Ive learned at least that you cant confront them.

and you shouldn't really make a big deal out of it,

because it just gets worse.

its kinda one of those suffer in silence type things.

i guess...

but it still hurts either way.

i don't understand boys.

maybe that's why i am the way i am

i care for people more then i should

and then it never ends the way i hope.

maybe this time

ill wait.

or maybe not.

i never really had you in the first place.