could it be some kind of magic

so today a stranger made me smile. it seems to happen to me alot recently. i meet someone that leaves an ever lasting smile on my face for the rest of the day. without saying a word, just one look and they hold me captivated. and in that look somehow their eyes seem to say 'hello'...

you'll never know...

iv changed now, i can be more then i was before.

i can be what your looking for.

a list of things i loved the past week;

1. the arrival of my cousins second beautiful baby boy Mason, born 28th Jan :]

2. the realisation my China trip is growing ever closer... (roll on march!)

3. the big flower pieces people are wearing in their hair atm - bang on trend.

4. the fact i have become a book worm again, and cant keep my head out the pages of books

5. black nailvarnish is hot.

6. music. i will never get sick of listeing to the song fireworks by You, Me, At Six & NeverShoutNever - What is love?

7. tv - 8 simple rules. glee. whos line is it anyway US. project catwalk.

8. Cup or horlex before bed to make me sleepy

9. the way my college class is a bunch of misfits that some how click together <3

10. the ENDLESS laughs and bitching that happens between my group at college :]

i love my beauties.

BBLB PHOTOS.

hey guys, so heres a few of the BBLB pics that i promised the other day :]

loved our conversation with him about Colchester;

turns out hes a big fan of our town, ahaa :]

GEORGE LAMB - I LOVE YOU (L)

priority passes to live eviction afterwards ;] thanks to our friend dickie the security guard :D

getting to skip the whole fucking queue!!!

my college beauties; i love you all <3

^^^

lol if you look closely you can see me waving  ;D

can you feel that?

your words were magic to my ears, a soul renching poetry...

what does the future hold for me?

fireworks eventully lose their flames....

Remember when, you were my boat

and I was your sea

together we'd float, so delicately
But that was back when we could talk about

anything..

3 whole words, and 8 letters late

and that would've worked, on me yesterday

We're not the same, I wish that could change..But it can't

So it's true what they say, if you love someone you should set them free

Oh it's true what they say, you went and threw it away..

a body without a soul.

have you ever met someone that even without knowing it, had the power to break you. crush you. kill you? i have.

my faith in love is being restored.

"you look like another love story, but i'm looking for a fairytale"

 

i want to feel giddy again. 

 

i want to be held like its the last time, everytime.

 

i want to kiss like theres no tommorrow, and waste sunday nights with him.

 

i want to play fight & take photos.

 

argggh, i want a boyfriend to make me feel human again.

 

 

 

good morning winter wonderland

i woke up to find a sheet of sheer white snow painting the streets of home. nose pressed against the window i took in the scenery, i sighed deeply..."magic" i whispered.

anyone else think i look like my muma?

music is my life right now, & Today i fell hopelessly head over heels with a song. the lyrics are simply beautiful & soul renching.

heres a little snippet...

"Here I am at the edge of the road

One hand on the end of the rope

One crack and it breaks alone

Wondering who'se gonna take me home

On my knees when you call my bluff

Begging please from the edge of the ruff

And I know I've had enough, and I know it, and I know it"

my hair has got so long again, so quickly! not cutting it just yet. kinda liking having long hair all over again. plus my new curlers are my fav thing right about now - they form perfect ringlets & i cant get enough of them. then next day when iv brushed it and it still forms lose curls. finally thrown my old ones away!

> a pic from the day after, once id brushed it - lose curls<3

muma & me 2010

no matter what comes crashing down, im still going to stand my solid ground. it took me this long to find my feet, i cant back down now.

goodnight; love H x

p.s - guess what...

i have a secret - i just cant tell you.

2009's dead and gone, was the best year & the worst year of my entire life all wrapped into one.

2010.
a new year, a new start.
(i hope....)