i always put my foot in it.

and i mean ALWAYS.

kisses. they can mean everything. and nothing.

i used to think they were so important.

thats before i got my first.

and i used to be so ashamed.

it made me feel so ugly. and unimportant

just that nobody could ever want me.

but then it happened. like last week

and its such a nothing.

maybe it was just the person.

or the circumstances.

but i dont know.

wasnt that important.

i learned to feel good about myself without needing a guy to.
im not insecure anymore.

i cant help the way i am,

ill nevere be skinny.

ill never wear tight clothes,

fake tan,

cake myself in make up,

or be the type to serve myself on a dish.

thats not me

i wont ever be your kind of pretty.

because i care to much for people,

they have a tendancy to mistake that for attatchment or some other emotion.

but its not like that at all..

i simply have other peoples interests at heart.

i think thats my problem i always think of them and not me.

i always manage to end up the fool.

james morrison; you lyrical genious.

Love takes hostages

And gives them pain

Gives someone the power

To hurt you again and again

Oh, but they don?t care

And it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones

Cuts so deep, it hits your soul

Tears your skin, and makes your blood flow

It?s better that we know that love is hard

If it was easy it wouldn't mean nothing, no.

L

same face, differentt person.

These days all anyone seems to talk about are of those who have changed. We seem to forget those who haven't. Those who are stuck in time and will never be anything but the same. I'm talking about the ones we've lost. Lauren Evans; my beautiful cousin and someone who deserves to be mentioned. Shes's always been the same. Never innocent, always had her cheeky side :) a true llittle angel looking rebel. And for I know for a fact the way we have all known her to be is the way she'll be remembered in years to come. Her legacy will never taint.

Sometimes you have to do the wrong thing,

make the big mistake,

 to make it right and learn who's real ♥

no yesterdays.

Today is enough. You don’t need forever and always. You don’t need promises of days that never come. Today is enough, you don’t need the words that cannot possibly be true. Nothing is forever. Nothing lasts for always.

Today should always be enough.

People come, people go - they'll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.

aeroplaneeeeeees.

Tonight I discovered that the hardest words to say are not "I love you", not even "I'm Sorry".
The hardest words to say are simply "Good-bye".
Goodbye wrenches at your insides when there is an attached notion of finality associated with it. It isn't the simply see-you-later that we hope for, but the fact of having your last ever two words with someone.
I am not good at goodbyes.
But this is different.
I am not your girlfriend, it'll be so much easier;
to say goodbye if you just remember that.
It just hit me that seeing you leave will be fine, it'll be more happiness of seeing you go on your hollidays :D