i always put my foot in it.

and i mean ALWAYS.

kisses. they can mean everything. and nothing.

i used to think they were so important.

thats before i got my first.

and i used to be so ashamed.

it made me feel so ugly. and unimportant

just that nobody could ever want me.

but then it happened. like last week

and its such a nothing.

maybe it was just the person.

or the circumstances.

but i dont know.

wasnt that important.

i learned to feel good about myself without needing a guy to.
im not insecure anymore.

i cant help the way i am,

ill nevere be skinny.

ill never wear tight clothes,

fake tan,

cake myself in make up,

or be the type to serve myself on a dish.

thats not me

i wont ever be your kind of pretty.

because i care to much for people,

they have a tendancy to mistake that for attatchment or some other emotion.

but its not like that at all..

i simply have other peoples interests at heart.

i think thats my problem i always think of them and not me.

i always manage to end up the fool.