Daily Confession.

PSST... I wondered if anyone told you that you get the Cutest dimples when you stick you tounge out. If I had it my way, you'd be mine by now.

panic attack bbz.

I don't feel so good. My chest hurts, my fingers feel fuzzy. I feel like I'm guna collapse again from panic attacks. I want a cuddle again, I want my friend aaron to be here. He was such a help yesterday, really made me settle down. Even though I scared him, he did a brilliant job. Bless him :) COME HELP ME NOW PLESE!

you roll the dice.

Never a player.
Never a cheat.
Never a liar.
Never ever a game player.
Straight forward; no complications easy going, hanging out having fun :D This is what its supposed to be like!

my sisters keeper.

There's something in your eyes, That makes me want to lose myself, In your arms. There's something in your voice that makes my Heart beat fast, I hope this feeling lasts...

I'm impatient I get that. But I have had such a lovely time the past 2weeks.
I just hate waiting for something that may, or may not happen.

Without sounding like a complete twat. Without scaring you off and without complicating things, I want you to know that I'm glad your coming to laurens party with me. Why? Because I'm comfortable with you. Because I'm hoping that when it hurts, when the tears from missing her began to fall You'll be there to wipe them away. Because for some god damm stupid reason, some unexplainable reason, I like the way your so easy to get along with. Btw did I tell you I like you?

boys & girls.

There's a million reasons why girls over think things. But also a million reason why guys make them that way. Neither sex are innocent and neither can explain why an earth, They do it. All they know is either way they need eachother. I'm not one for speeches, and I'm not good with words. But my head is full of thoughts right now and I have a millions words waiting to be blurted out.

action. action. action.

How long has it been since someone touched a part of you other then your body?

to my inspiration - zoe.

letter one.

you are my best friend. the one thing in this life of mine that is perfection. a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul.
simply irreplaceable and her strong attitude is remarkable. for a young girl to experience so much sorrow and channel it into making other peoples lives better - like mine for instants is amazing. i will forever be thankful to her for being my life saviour and helping me in my time of need.

this time its her who needs me and i will walk along side her throught the potholed road of life and offer not guidance but companionship. everbody is going through tough times, the irony in it all is that they all believe that what they are going thrugh is just as bad if not worse then what you are. life isnt about understanding your troubles, its about surviving it.  everbody deserves the best of what this world can offer and i believe that she of all people is worthly of a lifetime of happiness.

she is the strongest person i know; my inspiration and i admire her for so many reasons. if only she knew what a impact she has on peoples lives, maybe she'd realise that she IS better then this. she can BEAT this and she is NEVER alone. she fixed me, and i will try to fix her.

im staring at the clock and i just can't sleep. its quarter to 6 and im wide awake still since 2am. fml!!! i like this. its easy and relaxed. nothing serious just hanging out and enjoying the company, that's what i want from now on and as a matter of fact he is lovely :) makes me laugh when he moans about slow drivers and how he sings along to music. total geek but its fun isn't that how its always supposed to be or do people just forget that? they get so caught up im things and over think situations just chill. take a back seat if you like and make the most of here and now :) x

rip beaut.

perfect day at the beach with the extended family. got to burnt but kept me occupied. I'm quitin my job though. heads still fucked up :( laurens run today. thinking of you babygirl xxxx