i need medicine please :(

life is hectic right now. iv got so much college work to do! 2 essays due in tomorrow and trust me when i say its so hard i have no idea how to even start my second essay let alone finish it in time for tomorrow! and if i do i doubt its up to the standards its expected to be at. Plus to add on top of that i have the worst cold in the whole entire world and it sucks :( i had the worst nights sleep and officially have no energy to do anythng. Its made even worse by the fact that i have the glitter ball in memory of cousin coming up on saturday and im so upset incase im not well enough to attend. especially after iv splashed out on the tickets, a new LBD, and the whole full works. lastly men. as it happens iv gone off of love, off of men, off of heartache. their just not worth it anymore, im closing the door on men till after the new year. im just not guna think about them :) thank god for having true friends to snap you back into reality about how you survived all those childhod years without a man in your life so why are they so bloody important now?! Louise&Imy i love you soooo much <3 anyway i need to finish my coursework now so i guess this is my goodbye for a while. Godbless xxx