Hannahbet...

Im still deciding who I want to be♥

11 May, 2011


the other day we rowed.
the day before my birthday you crushed me.
i broke and i cant deny that it still aches a little.
im left with heart shaped bruises on my soul but an over powering love for you that just wont die.
every part of me says your the best thing that happened to me but.....
im not stupid.
i will not be hurt again, even if you are the love of my heart.
you need to know that no matter how fragile i am, iv got a strength inside me to say goodbye if im in desperate need to.

please dont take me for granted,
you wont find another me....
not that i want you to x

ALMOST a year...

You can learn a lot about someone in (almost) a year, what makes them happy, the foods they'll eat and the types of movies they like. When you have known someone for a year, chances are you will be able to ramble off numerous facts about them.


However, when you are in love with someone for a year, you learn a whole series of different things. You begin to learn the patterns in their face when they lie, the way they portray emotions that don't quite reach their eyes and what it means when they tell you a story but can't look you in the eye. You know the subtle difference between when they are pretending to be happy and when they are full of happiness, you communicate flawlessly with words not yet created and you can count every crevice that lies upon their face.

When you love someone for a year it becomes a peculiar thing; you realize that you know someone in a way that perhaps no one will ever know them again and you become immersed in their being that you cannot bear to let them disappear into the nothingness that remains in case no one ever deciphers him the way you could.

If there is anything you learn after a year, it is how to let someone go, but never stop loving them because you have learnt to love them in a way you never knew you could.
 

27 April, 2011

im always scared,
of love
of life
of losing
of everything.


i want to be it all

sleeping beauty

you make me feel human.
i like the momets when you fall asleep but not without making sure your touching me or holding me.
just as if to make you feel safer with me..
for the record, i feel safe when you do that dont stop. ever.

wishing on you...

believe in love

If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart, I guarantee you, she's the one.