Missing someone that was once a huge part of your life is possibly one of the worst things. Knowing that once everything was so different than what it was today. What an earth happened. I can't figure or pin point where it all dissolved. A friendship like a candle that fought to the end of it's flicker and then just turnt to smoke. i guess in a way if you were to actually talk to me now you'd realise how god damn grown up I am. but you'd still see that I would like to have a friendship with you again. maybe oneday you'll read this and realise that your reading about you and you'll text me and see how I am.