{thoughts}

1. 
   
   iv been hurt to much.
2. 
   
   i trust to easy.
3. 
   
   i want to be told im beautiful and somebody mean it.
4. 
   
   i wish i knew what made other girls so attractive to guys.
5. 
   
   why do guys like the girls that THROW themselves at them.
6. 
   
   im impatient.
7. 
   
   i want A.P to ask me out
8. 
   
   i wonder if he does like me?
9. 
   
   i can only wait so long.
10. 
    
    i will not be made to look a fool again.
11. 
    
    i will ask you if you dont ask me. i will stop this in its tracks soon if a decision isnt made.
12. 
    
    do you want me or dont you?
13. 
    
    i hate compilcations, just simplicity please.
14. 
    
    i like his cuppa teas; even if i moan.
15. 
    
    he gets dimples when he sticks his tounge out.
16. 
    
    i miss zoe.
17. 
    
    i want a cuddle & a kiss.
18. 
    
    i wonder how hes gettin on at his competition?
19. 
    
    i hope he wins today :)
20. 
    
    logan and mason are totally gorgeous.
21. 
    
    I have lost too many people in my short life.
22. 
    
    I don't know who I am or want to be.
23. 
    
     want to be happy like this, always.
24. 
    
    I don't know where I stand a lot of the time.
25. 
    
    I don't know a lot of things.
26. 
    
    I rarely get jealous, but when i do it eats at me till i spit it out.
27. 
    
    I lost faith in the male race.
28. 
    
    I love the picture in this blog a lot.
29. 
    
    I tend to blog because it releases a lot of things I bottle in my head.
30. 
    
    I wish life was easier.
31. 
    
    I wish I was appreciated.
32. 
    
    I spoil logan and mason.
33. 
    
    I need to be honest, and realise that there are consequences to my actions.
34. 
    
    I grew up too quickly.
35. 
    
    I will never be the same person I once was.
36. 
    
    I am undecided whether or not this is a good or bad thing.
37. 
    
    I am unsure how one person can have such a massive impact on another life.
38. 
    
    I think Laurens Ball will be an alcohol enfuiled high - in a good way.
39. 
    
    I am so vulnerable, I have never been vulnerable until now.
40. 
    
    liking someone is easy, gettin them to feel the same is out of your control.