dear zoe;

because i know your the only one that will really take care of my heart - you wont let a boy break it.

i wonder do you feel the same way too?

if you left me tomorrow i dont think that anyone else on this earth could ever love you like i do.

lately i cant find the right words to express how i feel.
my boyfriend has this strange hold over me, and he makes me go all giddy inside. our relationship doesnt run smoothly but then again i still believe we are perfect for one another - both total fuck ups :]

my lover.

he is irresistable and each day i think about him i cant help but stumble over my insecurities and wonder why he's with me - when he can have any girl on this earth.
but im not compaining. i know im one of the luckiest girls to have him and i thank my lucky stars.
ill take him through the good and the bad, the ups and the downs, the wrongs and the rights, thick and thin. theres no other person id rather argue and make up with. i know that i love him, because even when we argue and im frustrated with him its still him that i want to kiss, still his arms i want holding me and still him that has my heart.

i can still see it now...

nothing will ever compare to our very first proper kiss;

the spark, the fireworks, the intensity.  

but i still love all your other kisses boy & i still get those butterflies.

i gave up my heart.

i think i love him more then he loves me.

infact i know i do.

heres to a happy night before valantines day...

boyfriend gets arrested. i get stranded. and i worry the whole night about how he is.

one thing is for sure though, i love him more then anything - through thick & thin <3

he is gorgeous. he is special. he is my hero.

he is mine - all mine ♥

this is special...

can i tell you tale of two people. one of thems me and the others a guy called leigh.

we started off as strangers in a crowded place, pizza hut to be more precise.

this was followed by a romance meeting and ended in love.

the chain of events went something like this:

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  he served us and we locked eyes, couldnt stop staring at one another an smiling all night.
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  i found some courage and asked for his number at the end of the night
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  we texted all night & had a 4hour phonecall
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  met on the monday, ended up sleeping over and in that moment i knew id found something special.

this is me.

“Sometimes the only way you can feel good about yourself is by making someone else look bad. And I'm tired of making other people feel good about themselves.”