emotion has suddenly overcome me. how is it you can be so close to somebody and yet they can seem so far away? the fact that im so annoyed and yet upset over something so minor is beyond me! so im a little selfish and maybe a little imature, but thats me. id rather show that i care then keep it bottled up. the more i think about it the stupider it seems but i just cant believe i fall second best to something completely pointless.

H'Baby <3